The Other Shoe
I live in a state where I am always expecting the other shoe to drop. Despite the years since Ron's accident, there is a part of me that is always waiting for "something bad" to happen. I cannot seem to accept that good things will come my way. I know that I release negative energy this way; I know I should come to accept that the Universe can and will send good things my way.
But it is hard to renegotiate with a Universe that has, at times, been so punitive...